Some songs are created to entertain. Others are created to make people stop, think, and search for meaning. “Feed Us Breath” by Brent Calhoun is a deeply symbolic song that explores the human experience from the moment life begins to the struggles we face throughout our journey.
This short video preview only captures a piece of the message behind the song. The full performance can be found on the Advocatus Diaboli profile.
The Meaning Behind Feed Us Breath
The lyrics of “Feed Us Breath” use intense imagery to represent the vulnerability of existence. The references to birth, breath, struggle, and survival are not simply about one moment—they represent the challenges humans face throughout life.
The phrase “a fetus at the brink of life” becomes a powerful symbol of being caught between existence and purpose. It represents the feeling of fighting to survive while searching for answers about why we are here.
The Struggle Between Survival and Purpose
Throughout the song, the listener is taken through themes of:
The fear and uncertainty of entering the world
The struggle to break free from circumstances beyond our control
The pain and confusion that can accompany life
The search for peace, meaning, and understanding
The lyrics ask a question many people have wrestled with:
Are we truly living, or are we simply surviving?
Time, Choices, and the Human Experience
The chorus reflects on the limited nature of time and the importance of what we do with it.
Life gives us the ability to see, hear, feel, and experience—but it also gives us pain, loss, and difficult choices. The song challenges listeners to examine their own journey and the meaning they create along the way.
Experience the Full Song
“Feed Us Breath” by Brent Calhoun is more than a song—it is an emotional and philosophical exploration of existence.
Listen to the full performance on the Advocatus Diaboli website and decide what the lyrics mean to you.
Colquhoun Entertainment Update: New Shows, Off-Grid Music, Paranormal Comedy & The Future of Music in the Desert
A New Chapter Begins at Colquhoun Entertainment
Something exciting is happening from our little corner of the New Mexico desert. 🌵✨
Over the past few months, Colquhoun Entertainment has been evolving, experimenting, and discovering what connects most with our amazing community.
Many of you have noticed changes happening with our livestreams, and we wanted to share what’s next.
Our focus is continuing to grow around:
Original music created by Brent Calhoun — Advocatus Diaboli
The Grim Leafer Band
Behind-the-scenes music production
Life inside our off-grid desert studio
Unique entertainment experiences you won’t find anywhere else
Thank you to everyone who watches, shares, comments, and supports this journey. Every view and interaction helps independent creators continue building something different.
Music in the Desert: Original Songs From the Off-Grid Studio
Our flagship livestream, Music in the Desert, continues to grow and showcase original music from:
🎤 Brent Calhoun 🎸 Advocatus Diaboli 🎶 The Grim Leafer Band
This show features original songs, creative performances, and unique productions created from our off-grid music studio.
One of the latest songs featured is:
🎵 Sanctuary of Intricacies
By Brent Calhoun — Advocatus Diaboli and the Grim Leafer Band
A journey through sound, imagination, and storytelling, Sanctuary of Intricacies represents the creative vision behind the music being built here in the desert.
From songwriting to production, every song begins with an idea and becomes part of a growing musical universe.
Behind The Scenes: More Than Just Off-Grid Living
When we started sharing Behind the Scenes: Off-Grid Living, we discovered something important.
There are many incredible creators sharing their off-grid lifestyles — but for us, this isn’t a performance.
This is simply our everyday life.
Living off-grid means adapting to:
Desert weather
Solar power limitations
Changing schedules
Nature’s unpredictability
Building creativity with limited resources
Instead of making off-grid living the main focus, our behind-the-scenes content will now show what happens behind the entertainment:
**Advocatus Diaboli Live on Colquhoun Entertainment TikTok**
Tonight, **Advocatus Diaboli** took center stage during **Colquhoun Entertainment’s TikTok Live**, delivering a powerful performance of *The Movie Man*. If you missed it, be sure to follow **Colquhoun Entertainment** or **Advocatus Diaboli & The Grim Leafer Band** to catch future live performances and behind-the-scenes content.
### **A Unique Variety Show Experience** Advocatus Diaboli isn’t your typical vocalist—he’s the mastermind behind **The Grim Leafer Band**, a one-of-a-kind show blending music, comedy, and animatronics. Alongside co-vocalist **Shamshini** and three animatronic band members—**Spliff, Blunt, and Roach**—the performance is a mix of **parodies, original songs, and a few covers**, creating an unforgettable experience.
### **More Than Just Music** **Colquhoun Entertainment**, the official TikTok profile of **Plateau Hame De Colquhoun LLC**, is a fusion of everything that makes our off-grid desert life unique. From the music of **Advocatus Diaboli & The Grim Leafer Band** to the **Ka-Hoon Campground** experience and beyond, we bring a mix of live music, camping adventures, and creative content to our audience.
**Follow us to stay connected with our journey, live performances, and upcoming events!**
Advocatus Diaboli and the Grim Leafer Band: A Night at Mini Red Velvet Underground
A Memorable Performance
Yesterday, **Advocatus Diaboli and the Grim Leafer Band** had the pleasure of performing at the **Mini Red Velvet Underground**. This cozy, intimate venue provided the perfect atmosphere for our unique blend of animatronic-driven performances, parodies, and original music.
We debuted our new song, **”Setting the Scene,”** and implemented some changes to the animatronic setup. While there were a few glitches, that’s part of the charm and creativity that makes our shows special. The audience’s energy and the venue’s vibe made for an unforgettable night.
The Post-Show Pitstop Gone Wrong
After our shows, we typically stop for a bite to eat and unwind before the long trek through the desert roads. This time, we chose ** Arby’s at Love’s in Belen, New Mexico**. However, we encountered an unexpected situation.
At **10:15-10:20 PM**, we lined up to order, only to be informed that **no orders could be taken during a shift change until 11 PM**. We’ve never experienced this before and weren’t willing to wait 45 minutes just to place an order. With a group of five, that was a decent chunk of revenue lost for the establishment.
This stop is usually where we **critique the show**, discuss what worked, and identify areas for improvement—especially when testing new songs and techniques. Unfortunately, this experience disrupted our routine.
Join the Experience
If you’re looking for a **unique, animatronic-driven variety show**, unlike anything you’ve seen before, check us out at:
**Spring at Plateau Hame De Colquhoun & Upcoming Events**
The days are getting warmer and longer here at **Plateau Hame De Colquhoun LLC**, and we’re gearing up for an exciting season!
**Advocatus Diaboli & The Grim Leafer Band – Live This Sunday!** This Sunday, **Advocatus Diaboli and the Grim Leafer Band** will be performing live at **Mini Red Velvet Underground**! With three new songs in the works, rehearsals are in full swing—even while battling colds. We’re pushing through to bring you an unforgettable show!
**A Community That Cares at Ka-Hoon Campground** At **Ka-Hoon Campground**, we’ve been fortunate to host some incredible campers who appreciate the **privacy, security, and sense of community** we offer.
One camper recently shared their experience, suggesting we tell their story: – They had trouble unhooking their camper, and we were able to provide a jack and assistance. – Later, their vehicle’s battery died, and thanks to our jumper box (which also tests battery health), we discovered it needed replacing. After a quick jump, they made it to town to purchase a new one. – They felt **safe and supported**, something we provide naturally but don’t always highlight.
These moments remind us why we created a **membership-based campground**—a place where you can be yourself, have your own space, and rely on a community when needed.
**Booking Reminder – Don’t Just Show Up!** While we love meeting new people, we ask that all visitors **book in advance** through our website or contact us first. We welcome campers, members, and venue users, but as a **private property** in the middle of the desert, security is a priority—for us, our guests, and our neighbors.
**Members and campers are welcome to have guests**, but please give us a heads-up so we aren’t caught off guard. **We appreciate your cooperation and look forward to hosting you!**
📍 **Ready to book?** Visit: 🔗 http://www.plateauhamedecolquhoun.com 🔗www.advocatusdiaboliandthegrimleaferband.com **Come for the adventure, stay for the community!**
🌙🎶 Tonight at Black Wall Arts and Productions! 🎶🌙**
**🎄 Holidaze Extravaganza – Solstice Celebration 🌟** **Featuring Advocatus Diaboli and the Grim Leafer Band**
🔥 **A Variety Show Like No Other!** 🔥 Get ready for a night of humor, music, and holiday cheer with: 🎤 Parodies, originals, and a few favorite covers! 🤖 Meet vocalists **Advocatus Diaboli**, **Shamshini**, and their animatronic bandmates—**Blunt**, **Roach**, and **Spliff**!
**Doors Open at 6 PM | $10 Admission** Celebrate the shortest night of the year with unforgettable music and entertainment! 🎶✨
Ka-Hoon Campground and Event Center 