Listen to “Infinite End” by Advocatus Diaboli: New Instrumental Music from the Grim Leafer Band
A Sample of the Newest Instrumental Release
Listen to a sample of “Infinite End,” the newest instrumental release from Brent Calhoun, aka Advocatus Diaboli of the Grim Leafer Band.
“Infinite End” is an original instrumental song and part of the Infinite End project, showcasing the original music created by Advocatus Diaboli. If you’re looking for new instrumental music, original independent music, underground music, or music from an independent artist, this is an opportunity to discover something outside the mainstream.
This sample gives listeners a taste of “Infinite End” before hearing it as part of the live music experience at Music in the Desert.
Hear Infinite End and More Original Music Live
Want to hear “Infinite End” and other original songs by Advocatus Diaboli and the Grim Leafer Band?
Music in the Desert takes place live every:
Tuesday
Thursday
Saturday
The show is available FREE LIVE ON TikTok, giving music fans an opportunity to listen from anywhere.
For those who want the full experience, you can also book a campsite at Ka-Hoon Campground and Event Center and come experience the music in person in Central New Mexico.
Original Music from Brent Calhoun
Brent Calhoun aka Advocatus Diaboli is the artist behind this music and a member of the Grim Leafer Band.
The music includes original songs and instrumental compositions created outside the traditional mainstream music industry. “Infinite End” represents another piece of the ongoing Infinite End project.
Discover More Advocatus Diaboli Music
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Journey’s Place: A Hidden New Mexico Restaurant Worth the Trip
Last weekend for Labor Day, we went looking for some good food and ended up discovering a little hidden gem: Journey’s Place.
It looked like the kind of place you might drive right past if you didn’t know it was there. Tucked away in what felt like the middle of nowhere, Journey’s Place was surprisingly busy—and after eating there, we understood why.
The food was great, the atmosphere was welcoming, and it was absolutely worth the trip.
A Hidden Restaurant in New Mexico
One of the fun things about exploring New Mexico is discovering restaurants and local businesses that aren’t necessarily sitting in the middle of a busy commercial area.
Journey’s Place had that hidden-gem restaurant feeling.
From the outside, you might wonder how busy a restaurant could be in a location that feels so far removed from everything. Then you arrive and realize other people already know about the place.
The restaurant was busy when we visited, which was a pretty good sign.
The Food Was Worth the Drive
Of course, a hidden location doesn’t mean much if the food isn’t good.
Fortunately, Journey’s Place delivered.
We had a great meal and left feeling like the trip had been well worth it. Sometimes the restaurants you have to make a little effort to find turn out to be the ones you remember.
For anyone who enjoys discovering local New Mexico restaurants, small-town food, hidden restaurants, and places off the beaten path, Journey’s Place is the kind of place that catches your attention.
Exploring Central New Mexico
We enjoy getting out and exploring the area around Central New Mexico, especially when it leads us to places we might not have otherwise discovered.
Not every adventure has to involve a major destination.
Sometimes it’s simply getting in the vehicle, finding somewhere interesting to eat, enjoying the scenery, and discovering a local business along the way.
That’s what made this Labor Day outing fun.
Music in the Video
The song featured in this video is:
“Feels Like Rain”
Brent Calhoun aka Advocatus Diaboli
If you enjoy the music in our videos, you can learn more about Advocatus Diaboli and The Grim Leafer Band here:
Advocatus Diaboli & The Grim Leafer Band — Official Website
One of the best parts of exploring New Mexico is finding the places that aren’t necessarily the first ones that appear in a search.
Have you discovered a great restaurant or local business that seemed like it was in the middle of nowhere—but turned out to be completely worth the trip?
Tell us about it!
You never know where the next great food adventure will take you.
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Colquhoun Entertainment presents a preview of “I Can’t Say,” the new release from Advocatus Diaboli, featuring the songwriting and musical work of Brent Calhoun.
“I Can’t Say” explores pain, memories, loneliness, regret, dreams, nightlife, and the search for one last connection to the light. The song combines dark emotional themes with a gothic rock and alternative music atmosphere.
About “I Can’t Say”
The lyrics of “I Can’t Say” move through images of rain, fading memories, silence, dreams, and emotional conflict.
The song begins with:
“Looking out the window seeing through the pain Watching my parade again being washed out by the rain”
The imagery creates a dark, reflective atmosphere before moving into themes of nightlife, cigarettes, wine, memories, and emotional uncertainty.
The Emotional Core of the Song
One of the central themes of “I Can’t Say” is the inability to give a simple answer to complicated emotions.
The repeated lines:
“I can’t say there’s no tomorrows I can’t say there’s truth in lies”
capture the uncertainty running throughout the song.
The lyrics also explore:
Pain and emotional struggle
Memories and the past
Loneliness and isolation
Dreams and reality
Regret and sorrow
Goodbyes
Searching for light
The feeling of being lost in the void
Brent Calhoun and Advocatus Diaboli
Brent Calhoun as Advocatus Diaboli continue developing original music with a dark, emotional identity.
For listeners searching for gothic rock, dark alternative music, original rock music, independent music, emotional songwriting, and haunting lyrics, “I Can’t Say” offers a glimpse into the darker side of the Advocatus Diaboli sound.
I Can’t Say” Lyrics Preview
Looking out the window seeing through the pain Watching my parade again being washed out by the rain A menagerie of life, memories I should have known One last reach into the light One last time to catch my soul
Reckless innuendo so I’m feeling fine Living in the nightlife with my cigarettes and wine I can see each day blurs into the void Smiling, frowns, laughing voices — they break all my toys
I can’t say there’s no tomorrows I can’t say there’s truth in lies I can’t say there’s regret or sorrow I can’t say there’s no goodbyes
If I could sleep a little longer Would I then know it’s all a dream? When I sit alone in silence I hear the echoes deafening scream
Discover Advocatus Diaboli
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If you enjoy gothic rock, dark rock, alternative music, original music, emotional rock, and independent artists, follow Advocatus Diaboli and Colquhoun Entertainment for upcoming music and releases.
Vibria’s 2nd Birthday: From Roswell Rescue Puppy to Pupzilla
Two years ago, a tiny puppy found on Calhoun Street in Roswell, New Mexico, became part of our family. Today, that tiny rescue puppy is Vibria, a 40-pound, intelligent, loving, stubborn, protective, den-digging, sensor-stealing dog we affectionately call Pupzilla. 🐉❤️ Her story began with an unexpected notification, a strange sense of timing, and a trip to Roswell that we never expected to make.
How Vibria Came Into Our Family
Two years ago today, I was looking through a Facebook memory of Litha, another puppy we had picked up on this same day years earlier.
Litha eventually passed away from cancer, so looking through those old photographs brought back a lot of memories.
Then something strange happened. I received a notification from a group I had never noticed before. In fact, I haven’t seen another notification from that group since.
Then something strange happened.
I received a notification from a group I had never noticed before. In fact, I haven’t seen another notification from that group since.
The post was about three puppies found on Calhoun Street in Roswell.
We had recently lost another dog because of horrible backyard breeding genetics, and we weren’t really looking for another puppy.
We had recently lost another dog because of horrible backyard breeding genetics, and we weren’t really looking for another puppy.
But I showed Brent the picture.
And we went to get her.
Sometimes the right dog seems to find you rather than the other way around. ❤️🐾
Why We Named Her Vibria
During the drive to Roswell, we started thinking about names.
Our other dog, Dreugan, has a dragon-inspired name, so we wanted something that would fit the same theme.
That’s when we found Vibria, meaning female dragon.
Looking back, the name couldn’t have been more appropriate.
Vibria may be incredibly friendly, but she has definitely established herself as the top dog around here. 👑🐉
Vibria Was Much Younger Than We Thought
When we first brought Vibria home, she was incredibly tiny.
At her first veterinary visit, the initial estimate was that she was approximately 7–8 weeks old.
At her second visit, the veterinarian took another look and determined that estimate didn’t make sense. She believed Vibria may have been only around 4 weeks old when we brought her home.
That also made her early growth even more surprising.
How Big Was Vibria Supposed to Get?
Originally, we were told Vibria might grow to approximately 15 pounds.
That estimate didn’t last long.
The later estimate was around 30–40 pounds.
And that’s pretty much exactly where our little Pupzilla ended up. 😂🐕
From a tiny puppy who could fit into your expectations of a small dog to a 30–40-pound female dragon, Vibria certainly had other plans.
What Breed Is Vibria?
This is one mystery we’d love to solve someday.
We suspect Vibria is some kind of heeler mix, but her veterinarian believes she may also have Carolina Dog somewhere in her ancestry.
Because of the dogs found and living in the desert Southwest, we’ve even wondered whether she could have some unusual desert-dog genetics in her background.
Could she have come from a litter of dogs living in or around the desert?
We honestly don’t know.
And that’s part of the fun.
Will We Get Vibria’s DNA Tested?
We’d love to have Vibria’s DNA tested someday simply because we’re curious.
It doesn’t really matter what breed she is.
She’s already Vibria.
But it would certainly be interesting to discover whether our guesses about a heeler mix, Carolina Dog, or other mixed-breedgenetics are anywhere close to being correct.
Vibria’s Personality: Intelligent, Loving and Protective
Vibria is an incredibly intelligent dog.
She absolutely loves her humans, and when we’re around, she is usually happy to give attention to anyone who wants to give her some.
But there’s a different side of Vibria when we’re not around.
Friendly Dog With a Protective Side
As long as her humans are nearby, Vibria can be everyone’s best friend.
If we’re not around?
Strangers need not apply. 😂
She’s affectionate and friendly with people she trusts, but she also has a protective side that makes it clear she knows exactly who belongs in her world.
Vibria the Professional Den Builder
If there’s one thing Vibria takes seriously, it’s digging.
She loves creating dens and has spent plenty of time working on hers.
But eventually, her den needed security.
We had a sensor that stopped working properly.
So Vibria decided to solve the problem herself.
She stole it…
And put it in her den. 😂
Apparently, if you’re going to have a private dragon lair, you need security equipment.
🐉🏠 Pupzilla’s rules.
From Tiny Rescue Puppy to Pupzilla
Two years ago, Vibria was a tiny puppy found in Roswell.
Today, she’s an intelligent, goofy, loving, stubborn, protective, den-digging, sensor-stealing member of our family.
We named her after a female dragon.
And she has spent the last two years proving that she was worthy of the name. 🐉👑
Whatever her DNA says, whatever breeds are hiding in her ancestry, and whatever she was before she came to us doesn’t change the most important part of her story.
She found her way to us.
And we couldn’t imagine our family without her.
Happy 2nd Birthday, Vibria!
🎂🐾 HAPPY 2ND BIRTHDAY, LITTLE GIRL! 🐾🎂
Happy Birthday, Vibria!
May your day be filled with digging holes, stealing things you’re not supposed to have, protecting your humans, and ruling your kingdom like the female dragon you were named to be. 😂🐉👑
We love you, Pupzilla. ❤️
What Do You Think Vibria Is Mixed With?
We’re curious!
Do you think Vibria looks like a heeler mix, Carolina Dog mix, desert dog, or something completely different?
Leave your breed guess in the comments and tell us what you see in our little Pupzilla. 🐾👇
Discover Ka-Hoon Campground & Event Center in the New Mexico Desert
Ka-Hoon Campground and Event Center offers a different kind of New Mexico experience—an off-grid destination where camping, desert scenery, live music, entertainment, events, and community come together.
This featured video from Colquhoun Entertainment showcases Ka-Hoon while featuring “Soul Far From Here,” an original song by Brent Calhoun of Advocatus Diaboli.
A Different Kind of New Mexico Camping Experience
Ka-Hoon Campground & Event Center is designed for people looking for something beyond a traditional campground.
Visitors can experience:
Off-grid camping
New Mexico desert scenery
Live music and entertainment
Special events
Community gatherings
Desert nights and outdoor experiences
Original music performances
Whether you’re interested in camping, music, events, or simply experiencing the New Mexico desert, Ka-Hoon offers an environment where those experiences can come together.
Live Music in the New Mexico Desert
Music is an important part of the Ka-Hoon experience.
The video featured in this advertisement includes “Soul Far From Here” by Brent Calhoun, Advocatus Diaboli, bringing original music into the atmosphere of the New Mexico desert.
Ka-Hoon’s connection to live entertainment creates a unique setting for people who enjoy discovering original artists and experiencing music outside of traditional venues.
Experience Ka-Hoon Campground & Event Center
Ka-Hoon is more than a place to park a camper. It is an off-grid campground and event destination built around respect, community, entertainment, camping, and the New Mexico desert environment.
For campers, travelers, music lovers, and people searching for unique New Mexico experiences, Ka-Hoon provides an alternative to conventional camping destinations.
Featured Music: “Soul Far From Here”
The music featured in this video is:
“Soul Far From Here” — Brent Calhoun, Advocatus Diaboli
Brent Calhoun is an original songwriter and performer whose music is featured throughout Colquhoun Entertainment’s entertainment programming.
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Follow Colquhoun Entertainment for:
Ka-Hoon Campground updates
New Mexico events
Live entertainment
Original music
Music in the Desert
Campground activities
Videos from Ka-Hoon
Learn More About Ka-Hoon
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Discover the campground, upcoming activities, events, entertainment, and what makes Ka-Hoon a unique off-grid destination in the New Mexico desert
Final Thoughts
Ka-Hoon Campground & Event Center brings together off-grid camping, New Mexico desert experiences, live music, original artists, events, and community in one unique destination.
If you’re looking for a different kind of camping and entertainment experience in New Mexico, Ka-Hoon is worth discovering.
We have officially discovered that Vibria has opinions about music.
And apparently, she wants the microphone. 😂
Our girl Vibria is making her singing debut in this hilarious video featuring part of “Uncertain Silence” by Brent Calhoun of Advocatus Diaboli.
We’re not saying Vibria is ready to replace Shamshini … but we’re also not saying she isn’t. 😂🐾🎤
When Your Dog Decides She’s a Singer
Vibria is one of our dogs here at Ka-Hoon, and somehow she has managed to turn herself into today’s unexpected entertainment.
She’s got the attitude.
She’s got the stage presence.
Now we’re just waiting for her rider.
😂
If this is what happens when Vibria gets near the music, we’re a little afraid of what she’ll do during karaoke night!
Melodios Karaoke Is TONIGHT!
If watching Vibria sing has you thinking, “I could do better than that!”…
Tonight is your chance to prove it. 😂🎤
Melodios Karaoke is tonight!
Whether you’re a serious singer, a shower singer, someone who knows every word to every song, or someone who just wants to have a good time, come join us.
You don’t have to be perfect.
You just have to be willing to grab the microphone.
Watch Colquhoun Entertainment on TikTok
You can join the fun from home by watching Colquhoun Entertainment on TikTok.
Come hang out, listen to some music, laugh with us, and maybe even discover your next favorite singer.
Although, after Vibria’s performance, the competition may already be over. 😂
Want to Join Us in Person?
Want to experience Ka-Hoon and sing with us in person?
Book a campsite at Ka-Hoon Campground and Event Center and come join the fun.
Ka-Hoon isn’t just about camping. It’s about creating a place where people can come together, enjoy music, relax, laugh, and be themselves.
And tonight, there’s a microphone waiting for someone brave enough to use it.
Vibria Says It’s Your Turn
Vibria has done her part.
Now it’s your turn.
🐾🎤 Melodios Karaoke — TONIGHT!
Watch us on Colquhoun Entertainment TikTok, or book a campsite at Ka-Hoon Campground and Event Center and come sing with us in person.
Looking for live music, karaoke, livestream entertainment, and unique things to do in New Mexico? Colquhoun Entertainment brings a full schedule of live programming from Ka-Hoon Campground and Event Center in the New Mexico desert.
From weekday morning entertainment to Wednesday karaoke and live music on multiple nights each week, there’s always something happening at Ka-Hoon.
MORNING MIRAGE: LIVE MORNING ENTERTAINMENT
Start your day with live entertainment, conversation, music, and the unique atmosphere of an off-grid campground in the New Mexico desert.
Morning Mirage Schedule
Monday — 10:30 AM MT
Tuesday — 10:30 AM MT
Thursday — 10:30 AM MT
Friday — 10:30 AM MT
MELODIOS KARAOKE EVERY WEDNESDAY NIGHT
Join the karaoke fun, sing along, request songs, and become part of the live entertainment community at Ka-Hoon Campground and Event Center.
Wednesday Night Karaoke
Melodios Karaoke
Every Wednesday night
Live entertainment
Karaoke and music
New Mexico desert atmosphere
MUSIC IN THE DESERT: LIVE MUSIC EVERY TUESDAY, THURSDAY & SATURDAY
Music in the Desert brings live music directly from an off-grid music studio in the middle of the New Mexico desert.
The show takes place every Tuesday, Thursday, and Saturday times varies depending on time of year and is available FREE on TikTok.
Music in the Desert Schedule
Tuesday
Thursday
Saturday
FREE livestream on TikTok
WATCH FROM HOME OR EXPERIENCE IT IN PERSON
You don’t have to travel to Ka-Hoon to enjoy Music in the Desert.
Watch the show FREE on TikTok from home, or make it a full New Mexico desert experience by booking a campsite at Ka-Hoon Campground and Event Center.
Choose Your Experience
📱 Watch the livestream FREE from home
🎶 Enjoy live music and entertainment
🏕️ Book a campsite at Ka-Hoon
🌵 Experience the New Mexico desert in person
🎤 See live performances at the campground
A DIFFERENT KIND OF NEW MEXICO ENTERTAINMENT
Colquhoun Entertainment combines live music, karaoke, livestream entertainment, camping, and off-grid living in one unique setting.
Whether you’re tuning in from home or camping at Ka-Hoon, the goal is to create an entertaining place where people can connect with music and each other.
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Keep up with the weekly schedule and join us for Morning Mirage, Melodios Karaoke, and Music in the Desert.
Weekly Schedule at a Glance
Show Day Time
Morning Mirage Monday 10:30 AM MT
Morning Mirage Tuesday 10:30 AM MT
Melodios Karaoke Wednesday Night
Morning Mirage Thursday 10:30 AM MT
Morning Mirage Friday 10:30 AM MT
Music in the Desert Tuesday Night
Music in the Desert Thursday Night
Music in the Desert Saturday Night
All shows are FREE on TikTok. To experience the shows in person, book a campsite at Ka-Hoon Campground and Event Center.
MUSIC IN THE DESERT: LIVE MUSIC IN THE NEW MEXICO DESERT TONIGHT
Looking for something different from the usual live music venue? Colquhoun Entertainment invites you to join Music in the Desert tonight at 8 PM MT, broadcasting live from an off-grid music studio in the middle of the New Mexico desert at Ka-Hoon Campground.
This unique live music experience brings together New Mexico live music, off-grid entertainment, desert camping, livestream music, and live performance in one unforgettable setting.
You don’t have to travel to experience the show. Watch the livestream FREE from home, or book a campsite and experience Music in the Desert in person.
WATCH MUSIC IN THE DESERT FREE FROM HOME
Can’t make it to Ka-Hoon Campground tonight?
No problem.
You can join Colquhoun Entertainment and Advocatus Diaboli through the Music in the Desert livestream and watch the live show from wherever you are.
What You Can Experience From Home
FREE Music in the Desert livestream
Live music from an off-grid New Mexico studio
Live performances from Advocatus Diaboli
Unique desert entertainment
A behind-the-scenes look at music created far from a traditional concert venue
A chance to connect with the Music in the Desert community
EXPERIENCE LIVE MUSIC AT KA-HOON CAMPGROUND
For those who want more than a livestream, Ka-Hoon Campground offers the opportunity to camp in the New Mexico desert and experience the show in person.
Imagine spending the evening surrounded by desert landscape, camping beneath the New Mexico sky, and watching live music performed just steps away.
Why Experience Music in the Desert In Person?
Live music in a unique desert setting
Off-grid campground experience
Live entertainment under the New Mexico sky
Camping and music combined
A different kind of New Mexico entertainment experience
The opportunity to experience the show with the people creating it
AN OFF-GRID MUSIC STUDIO IN THE NEW MEXICO DESERT
Music in the Desert isn’t being broadcast from an ordinary concert hall.
The show comes directly from an off-grid music studio located at Ka-Hoon Campground in the New Mexico desert.
The off-grid setting is part of what makes the experience different. Colquhoun Entertainment is bringing live music and entertainment to an unconventional location while connecting the desert campground with viewers around the world through livestreaming.
JOIN COLQUHOUN ENTERTAINMENT FOR MUSIC IN THE DESERT
Whether you’re watching from home or camping at Ka-Hoon, Music in the Desert is an opportunity to experience live entertainment in a completely different environment.
🎶 Music in the Desert 🎤 Colquhoun Entertainment + Advocatus Diaboli ⏰ Tonight at 8 PM MT 🌵 Ka-Hoon Campground — New Mexico Desert 📱 FREE livestream from home
Come watch, listen, camp, connect, and experience live music in the New Mexico desert.
FINAL CALL TO WATCH MUSIC IN THE DESERT
Set a reminder for 8 PM MT and join Colquhoun Entertainment for Music in the Desert.
Watch FREE from home—or book a campsite and experience the show inperson at Ka-Hoon Campground.
Sometimes you never know who might show up for Music in the Desert — and this time, we had an unexpected four-legged guest!
While we were up in the Music Studio filming our Music in the Desert show at Ka-Hoon in the New Mexico desert, a wild fox was caught on camera wandering around the property.
And now we have an important question…
Did this fox actually book a campsite to watch Music in the Desert, or was he sneaking in to catch the show for free? 😂🦊
🦊 An Unexpected Music in the Desert Guest
The Music in the Desert show is all about live music, entertainment, and the unique experience of enjoying a show from the middle of the New Mexico desert.
But apparently, humans aren’t the only ones interested in the entertainment!
While the cameras were rolling inside the Music Studio, this fox decided to make an appearance outside.
We weren’t expecting to see a wild fox become part of the night’s entertainment — but that’s exactly what happened.
🌵 Wildlife in the New Mexico Desert
One of the things that makes the New Mexico desert so interesting is the wildlife that shares the landscape with us.
You can be focused on a live music show one minute and suddenly discover that a wild animal has wandered into view.
This fox was a perfect example.
There was no invitation that we know of.
No reservation confirmation.
No ticket.
Just a fox casually making his way around the property while Music in the Desert was happening. 🦊
🎶 Did He Come for the Music?
Now we’re having fun imagining what actually happened.
Maybe he heard the music drifting through the desert and decided to investigate.
Maybe he smelled something interesting.
Or maybe — just maybe — he had already booked his campsite and was there specifically for Music in the Desert. 😂
We may never know.
But we’re officially counting him as an unexpected member of the audience
🎥 Caught on Camera
The best part is that this wasn’t something we staged or planned.
The fox was simply caught on camera while we were doing our Music in the Desert show from the Music Studio.
These are the moments that make filming and livestreaming from the desert so much fun.
You never know what might happen next.
🌙 Music, Desert Life & Unexpected Visitors
Music in the Desert isn’t just about the music.
It’s about the atmosphere, the desert setting, live entertainment, and the unexpected moments that happen when you’re doing something different.
A wild fox casually wandering through the property during a live music show definitely qualifies!
That’s one of the things we love about creating from Ka-Hoon — the desert has a way of becoming part of the show whether we plan for it or not.
🦊 What Do You Think?
So we’re putting the question to you:
Was this fox a legitimate campsite guest or a Music in the Desert show crasher?
Cast your vote:
🦊 BOOKED GUEST — He came for the show!
🎶 SHOW CRASHER — He was sneaking in for free!
🌵 JUST A DESERT VISITOR — He had somewhere else to be!
Whatever the answer, we’re glad our cameras were rolling when this unexpected visitor stopped by.
🎵 Watch Music in the Desert
If you enjoy live music, New Mexico entertainment, desert wildlife, campground life, and unexpected moments, follow along for more Music in the Desert shows and videos from Ka-Hoon.
You never know who might show up next.
Even if they have four paws and didn’t buy a ticket. 🦊🎶🌵
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